Looking a gift horse in the mouth

Ugh. I am emotionally exhausted. So, the interview went well. The work wasn't hard and the people were fairly nice. I fully expect to get a job offer tomorrow. But I am drained. I haven't been getting enough sleep and have driven at least 7 hours between yesterday and today. Probably because of that, I am a little emotionally conflicted. Logically, this is the perfect next step for me - a semi-permanent full-time job training exotics. The fact that I would have to up and move to Escondido (probably by next week) is what's getting me. I am desperate at the idea of leaving all my friends and the family I live with to move to a place where I know no one. I am so happy here - I have people that care for me when I come home in the evening, I have friends to hang out with and discuss things with, I have pets to enjoy, and dinner on the table every evening.

I should be overjoyed with this job, but instead I feel as if I am being backed into a corner. Of course, change is always frightening. For now, I am going to try to relax and enjoy American Idol. I can't think about this right now, and it will probably all be a lot clearer on a full-night's sleep.