Help?

Sep. 24th, 2009 02:50 pm
memento1: (OT - hit that)
Okay, I need your input. My co-workers are organizing giving a gift to our boss in thanks for all the hard work she did organizing for shows and the conference last week. They want to buy her yoga lessons and split the cost: $25 each. I don't even LIKE my boss, but that's a whole 'nother topic. The thing is, $25 is a lot of money to me. This job is only part-time, with crappy pay and no benefits. Most of my co-workers are married and have extra income that way, but I'm struggling to get by - I can't even afford health insurance (as I'm sure you've heard me complain before). I appreciate my boss' hard work, but I need that money for basic necessities. *sigh* So anyway, I can technically cop out and not put in my share, but I feel guilted into it. It makes me sound like a cheapskate if I don't at least donate some. And the things is, they do this regularly: take a co-worker or an intern out to celebrate, bring in food for special occasions. And I want to be a part of it but I'm the only one struggling to make it by, and I hate feeling guilted into this stuff that is so easy for everyone else with disposable income. So I'm thinking maybe I'll donate some but not the full $25 as a compromise. So, ummm...advice? What is the correct thing to do here?

In TV news, new Bones on tonight! SQUEEEE!!! I've been waiting all week for this. I can't hope for anything like last week, but I'll take just a bit of cuteness. Really. I'm dying here. And pu-lease, if you've already seen it, don't say anything. The House premiere was a great engaging story, and does great as a stand-alone, but I'm wondering how they will make his new attitude work moving forward. He's just not House without the cynical, grumpy disinterest. But it was a good 2 hours. And I'm going to give Glee and Castle a try - I wasn't interested enough to carve time out of my schedule for it, but with a DVR I plan to see what all the hype's about. The one episode of Glee I watched was a little juvenile, but cute, and enough to make me try more.
memento1: (OT - TV)
I finally made myself sit down in front of Photoshop yesterday to make a new header. I hadn't even opened Photoshop since I moved here, so it was nice to return to. Anyways, it's long overdue since I haven't changed it in over a year. And it's Bones. Surprise, surprise. It ended up way off from what I went in to make, but that's the fun of Photoshop. Plus I had to get paid time to change the layout so now I can upload more icons and make voiceposts to annoy you again! ;)

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BONES!!!

Sep. 17th, 2009 11:33 pm
memento1: (OT - TV)
Heeeeeee!!!!!!

Spoilers for Harbingers in the Fountain )

So, uh, yeah. And AZA day went well. My show went EXCELLENTLY (zoo people make an enthusiastic crowd), there was lots of free food, and I got a little bit of networking in. Yay AZA! For now, I'm dead tired and I still have to work tomorrow before I can get a break. Why oh why do I have to work tomorrow morning?
memento1: (OT - Find X)
Worked overtime today, cleaning all day at work and then bringing animals to the Educator's Soiree for the AZA Conference. It was a great opportunity to network, and I met a few people who run education programs in zoos across the nation. Chatted with a nice guy from a zoo in New York, who runs their outreach program. And it was a little flirty. And nice. To have a really interesting conversation with a really interesting guy, and wonder if there's something there. I've kinda forgot what that's like. So, it was nice. Hee. I'm looking forward to Thursday, when the entire conference delegation is coming to the zoo. Networking MADNESS. It's such a great opportunity.

And Bones in *2 DAYS*. It's ridiculous how excited I am about that. It's like a constant background hum in my head all day long. The cable guy is putting in cable at the new apartment tomorrow (just in time!), and I splurged on a DVR. It's the first time I'll have my own DVR and I can't friggin' wait.
memento1: (Bones - B/B)
Today was the staff preview of the new Predators of the Serengeti exhibit opening this weekend at the zoo, so we took a field trip after lunch to check it out. They were doing some last minute preparation and some of the animals weren't out yet (the mongoose and caracal), but all the big ones were. It was awesome because a) only staff and volunteers were allowed, so no crowds and pushing to get to the front and b) because having visitors on the other side of the glass was such a new experience, a lot of the animals watched us and came right up to the glass. The cheetahs especially kept coming up and touching their noses to the glass. They have such big, soulful brown eyes. It was spectacular. The wild dogs too came up close and are enchanting to watch (they have striking markings, a lean body, and big ears). The lions stayed pretty well away, although the male (who was a cub at the San Diego Wild Animal Park when I worked there) has a ridiculously cute mohawk mane. The python exhibit had a thermal imaging camera that was almost as much fun as watching the animals. So, awesome field trip, and it was very cool to get to see it early. This weekend is gonna be CRAZY.

And then tonight Bones' "The End in the Beginning" was on (squeeeeeeeee!) and after a full summer since last seeing it, I can say it's still a cop-out and pointless, but DAYUM do I love me some affectionate B/B. Guh. But why wasn't there a new promo for next week? I am DYING of anticipation. OMG, I haven't been this ridiculously excited since...since...the X-Files movie last year. I LOVE that thrill of anticipation, of fangirling a current show, of looking forward so badly to that next new episode you can hardly think of anything else. May I just mention again HE SAYS THE WORDS!!! Oh god, I'm hopeless, but that alone will make the wait worth it. Heeeeeeeeeee! *vibrates with anticipation*
memento1: (DW - tardis)
Had my first really shitty day at work today. Within an hour of arriving I was crying in the bathroom. It was hard just getting through the rest of the day after that. Thank God I don't have to work tomorrow. I'm taking a personal day.

Now can someone turn off my brain?

Woohoo?

Aug. 23rd, 2009 10:08 pm
memento1: (Bones - B/B)
First off, I'd like to welcome my new friends - it's so exciting to have more fangirls to squee with! Why I'm taking on more friends when I can't even keep up with the ones I have is a good question. *L* Anyways, I will try!

Good news: A few days ago I payed off one of my student loans. Woo-freakin'-hoo! It was the SMALLER of my two student loans, but still, that's nice.

Bad news: Money issues still freaking me out. I need a second job by this fall or my income will be less than my expenses, and that's not even counting health insurance.

Neutral news: Have found an apartment (with a gay friend-of-a-friend who was also looking for cheap housing). It's one of the best deals I'm at all liable to find around here, so I'm taking it, but that means I have to turn down a sweet pet-sitting deal I would have had this winter (3+ months rent-free). Anyways, it's in a nice neighborhood closer to the zoo and, as I said, really freaking cheap compared to any other apartment. So, that's a relief but not really a relief at all because I still won't be able to make ends meet without another job. Gaaaaaahhhhh.

Let's move on to happier things, yes? Like, fandom! My Bones season 3 arrived and it's so shiny and happy and YAY. I immediately popped the first disk in the watch the tag scene of "Death in the Saddle". Oh, Booth's voice there makes me quiver. Heeeeee. And of course, FOX is driving me happily mad with anticipation for season 5. Lookit their teaser promos! LOOKIT!!!



*collapses in corner in fit of glee* GUYS! HE SAYS IT!! Those three sappy, silly, adorable words. This show will kill me. Or at least the wait until September 17th will. Which, BTW, is Zoo Day for the AZA Conference (The Oregon Zoo is hosting the AZA conference this year - easily the biggest zoo conference in the nation if not the world - and that's the day everyone visits the zoo), so I better get home on time. I will be in spasms of joy all day.

What else? My birthday went well - I went to a friend's house after work where we had pasta and blueberry pie, and my co-workers even got me a cake. Hee! It's a little sad that I still get so excited about birthday cake. ;) Anyways, yay!

Oh, oh, also! I discovered bloodwrites, who is a fantastic writer and has written a few great Bones novels (novellas? Anyways, really long, complicated, delicious stories). I'm in the middle of The Killer in the Classroom, which is thrilling, shippy, and set in Portland (!!), while The War in the Woods is hands-down my favorite Bones story yet. Each of the characters is so brilliantly captured, and it made me laugh and cry in equal measure. This is what I read through piles of FF.net crap hoping to find.

So, there you have it. I'm pretty much caught up on the past week of the flist, but I still feel out of the loop. How are you all doing?
memento1: (Bones - B/B)
Well, I'm back. Minnesota was lovely and wonderful. I got to see my only alumni, several of my old college friends and roommates, and spend a lot of time just catching up with my mom. It was a lovely week-long retreat. Upon return, of course, I'm now in the midst of my semi-annual financial freak-out, when I realize how little money I'm making and wonder how I'll make ends meet. I can't afford health insurance. I have to leave the place I'm living and looking at alternatives is driving me nuts as it's twice the price I'm paying now, for less (I had a very sweet deal here). Adding up my required monthly expenses (loans, bills, food and gas) leaves me hanging with no extra income at my current rate, and I'll be screwed if I can't find a second job when my hours drop this fall. Thus the freak-out. My mom has offered to help me out and pay for health insurance, and I'll take her up on it because I do need insurance, but I hate doing it. I was financially independent. I was proud of that. Screw this economy and this sh*tty career path and my inability to come up with any other.

Despite all this I ordered Bones season 3 for my birthday this weekend. I only treat myself twice a year; I'm allowed. Cannot wait cannot wait cannot waaaaaiiiit. *L* I'm such a silly fangirl.
memento1: (OT - Find X)
Right, so, I obviously haven't been keeping up with things. Bad Mem, bad Mem, I know. And so much has happened. [livejournal.com profile] balmyone went to Comic-Con and I about DIED OF JEALOUSY. I should have been there! I was living within driving distance last year and I missed it, and this year I could have gone with [livejournal.com profile] balmyone to see David Tennant and be surrounded by thousands of screaming fangirls and I CAN'T BE THERE!! One day I will go, I will I will. Ugh. The DT/JB kiss was hilarious. I would have given anything to be there. The scream of the crowd when DT comes on...GAH!! I must go! It's really fun seeing DT work a crowd, though. He obviously loves it, and I can relate. Having thousands of people scream and laugh and clap for you is a high. It's a thrilling high. I never, ever, ever wanted to be an actress, never even considered it, but have realized that is part of what I do up there on stage. And while I have no talent or interest in going fully in-character, I have rather enjoyed taking on a bit of a role, playing around with it, and seeing how people respond. It's addictive.

Okay, back on-topic. I have no idea what else I've missed (what have I missed? What's been going on in your life? In fandom? I feel so disconnected from you all), but I did see that [livejournal.com profile] penumbra23 released her new fic. ZOMFG. I'm actually scared to start it. I feel I should wait until I can read it all in one go or something because I will not be able to turn away. I don't know what to expect. Eeeeeeeeeee.

But that's going to have to wait because tomorrow (well, technically Friday at 12:30 AM) I leave for Minnesota and from there, Wisconsin. One of my old college roommates is getting married very close to our old college, so I'm going to go to the wedding, visit my alumna, then spend the rest of the week back home in Minnesota with my mom, where I can also visit my old high school. It's going to be a week of nostalgia. I just read an article saying my generation is getting nostalgic uncharacteristically early, and saying it may be because September 11th so drastically changed our path. That we look back fondly on the '90s when the economy was booming, we weren't at war, and life was pretty darn good. And you know, I think that's a fairly accurate assessment. I don't know how much of that was actually ignorance, but that is how it feels.

Oh, I saw The Half-Blood Prince. )

Anyways, that's life with me. I've kinda been burying myself in Bones fic to avoid...I dunno, doing anything at all (I still have to pack!!!), but I miss you all and I'll try to get better about keeping up with the flist. As soon as, you know, I return next week.

Peace!
memento1: (Bones - B/B)
There’s no telling what emotions he has stamped across his face, only that they’re there and he can’t get them off.


From Same as Never by rallalon. I like that line. It's a poetic line.

So, I haven't updated in ages and a day. Don't know what to say. I was sick. Got the flu from a friend, and am still battling off a wheezing cough. I even called in sick one day (I NEVER do that). On the plus side, I discovered that TNT shows Bones in the middle of the day. Scooooore. TNT: feeding my Bones addiction. Not much else to say. Have seen the B-52s, Tears for Fears, and Los Lobos as part of the zoo concert series, and Indigo Girls is this Friday. Week after that I'm flying back to Minnesota/Wisconsin for my old college roommate's wedding. Busy busy busy. Oh, and I'm seeing Harry Potter on Thursday. Yessssss. It's been far too long without new Potter.

Fic snippet

Jul. 9th, 2009 12:21 am
memento1: (Bones - B/B)
This has nothing to do with Parker, I love my son more than anything, it's just seriously she could have given me like an hours notice at least that she was going to drop him at my doorstep, in need of a shower and completely starving.

The only things in my fridge right now are beer and um.. Maybe a stick of carrot?

Perfect. I’ll just make him beer carrot stew. Sounds fan-freaking-tastic.


Beer carrot stew. *snork* That's the funniest thing I've heard in ages. From Falling Asleep With An Anthropologist by SomethinLikeLove. Filled with witty little snippets like that.

I think I had more to say, but I'm tired and I think I may be coming down with something. Bah.

80's Child

Jun. 25th, 2009 10:48 pm
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I was extremely saddened by the news of Michael Jackson's death today. He was iconic, and as a child of the 80's, I have many memories attached to his songs. As a kid, "Rockin' Robin" was my favorite song. I watched far too much of "Will You Be There" off Free Willy. At Moorpark, the wolf was trained to howl when he heard "Man in the Mirror". "Earth Song" has the ability to push me to tears. "The Way You Make Me Feel" features in my favorite Doctor Who fic, Elusive, and always reminds me of the carefree happiness that fic incites. This summer, "Thriller" is on a CD we play during our 3:30 bird display, and I like to play it backstage between shows


Finally, one of our interns taught me how to moonwalk last month, and I practice before almost every show just before stepping on stage. I've been joking that near the end of the summer I'm going to moonwalk off stage when the turkey vulture "chases" me off.

Me moonwalking.

Pretty good moonwalk, eh? *L* It still needs some work (I mean, check this out!), but it's been fun learning. And now I'll be a bit saddened whenever I do it. As weird as he was, I deeply admired MJ's humanitarian efforts and genuinely enjoyed many of his songs. I can't quite believe he's gone.
memento1: (Bones - B/B)
That was AWESOME! The B-52's performed in concert on our show stage this evening, and as we were scheduled to fly birds before the show, I got to go for free. WOOT! Unfortunately it rained before the show began so we cancelled all the birds except for the bald eagle. So Chinook flew down over the crowd, and afterwords we got an awesome show. They did all of their hits (Roam, Loveshack, and Rock Lobster) which made me very happy. It was LOUD and I got a bit of a headache, but it was still...I'm going to say it again...AWESOME. Hee. Good thing because I learned I'm going to miss Jewel because of a stupid wedding. At least I've still got Los Lobos and the Indigo Girls to look forward to.
memento1: (Bones - B/B)
So, my co-workers have started calling me "Finona". It started when one of them, who's a bit dyslexic, wrote my name that way on the board one day. They teased me about it, I laughed, done. Then one of them went on stage and introduced herself as "Finona" to the crowd (this is a regular occurance once a script gets memorized. I once did a show as "Glinda", another as "Olga"). I pretended to act offended backstage, we all laughed. Now they all call me Finona, every day, even the boss. On the one hand, it's not so funny any more and I don't care for the moniker. On the other, I love that I'm a part of this big in-joke. Anyways, that's that.

Yesterday I was bit by the kinkajou. I knew it would happen. He always threatens me and he bit me the last time I tried to pick him up too. But the boss decided I should start handling him and of course I'm thrilled to get to start handling a new animal. I knew exactly what it would take and that's not flinching when he threatens and bites until he learns I'm not intimidated by him, but until then I forsee getting bit a few more times. Also, the bald eagle flew off during the last show and as I was the only staff member not on stage, I followed. Yay me. All this with debilitating cramps. D*mn woman parts.

And that is all for now. I never have anything exciting to say anymore, do I? Haha. Back to reading fic.
memento1: (Bones - B/B)
If you didn't see tonight's Colbert Report, I encourage you to watch it. Seriously. I'll wait.

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No, really, go watch. It's awesome.

If I have to follow that up, I'll just say sorry I've been absent recently. Busy busy shows shows. I'm loving it. All trained up on the eagle, and now starting on the kinkajou (kinka-what? Kinkajou! Bahaha, sorry, that's a line in our show). Anyways, I'm really getting into the groove on stage, getting laughs, relaxing and having fun. Oh! And I get to see the B-52s and Los Lobos FREE in concert. The zoo hosts concerts on our show stage during the summer and we fly birds before each one. I've already been assigned to those two and a few more, and am really hoping to also get the Indigo Girls and Jewel later this summer. I have the best job ever.
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Thing the first: Wow. Eating asparagus really does make your pee smell. This post brought to you by TMI. *L*

Thing the second: [livejournal.com profile] lunayoshi tagged me for this meme.

Comment to this entry and I'll pick three of your fandoms. Then, update your journal and answer the following questions:

01: What got you into this fandom in the first place?
02: Do you think you'll stay in this fandom or eventually move on?
03: Favorite episodes/books/movies/etc.?
04: Do you participate in this fandom (fanfiction, graphics, discussions)?
05: Do you think that more people should get into this fandom?


X-Files, Dr. Who, and Bones )

So this got me thinking: do you guys save fics on your computer? If so, how do you organize them? My "Fic" folder is divided by fandom. Within each show's folder I store fics I can see myself re-reading someday. There's also a few folders:

READ: My "To Do" list. Fics that have been recced I want to read.
Wow: My absolute favorite fics.
And if any one author wrote a bunch of fics I love, they get their own folder.

So how do you do it?

And on an unrelated note, Adam better win Idol tonight.
memento1: (OT - Fandom?)
Let me describe the awesomeness.

First off, there was the Bones season finale. )

And then there was MASSIVE Who spoilers! )

And of course shows start on SATURDAY at the zoo, which means many run-throughs on stage in front of the crowds. Such a thrill! I'm so nervously excited. Plus I'm completely turned over on the green-wing (I love my parrots!) and handling the golden eagle bit by bit. Life is grand!
memento1: (OT - Fandom?)
OMG, I'm getting myself into a tizzy over Bones tonight. And the thing is I don't even get to watch it tonight! I'm going over to a friend's for a previous social engagement so I won't get to see it until tomorrow and the anticipation is KILLING me.

A little too much anticipatory squealing )

I'm going to die. Yes I am. And I know I must be the last fan on the planet to know about this, but I'm getting the brunt of it now and the next 24 hours will be ridiculously spent daydreaming about the million directions this could go.

Oh, and to the TV Gods: Please, I've been a good little fangirl. Don't get my hopes up just to dash them. I'm fine with a surprise twist ending. I'm actually HOPING for a surprise twist ending that will leave everything angsty and tense and unfulfilled, but please don't make it all a dream or similarly unreal. If it is, I'll take it and still squeal relentlessly (a la the SG-1 Grace kiss), but it would be nice to have some honest to goodness canon for the long summer ahead. Hopelessly yours,

-this squealing little fangirl
memento1: (OT - Kelso)
I held an eagle today! I finally got to handle Deschutes, our golden eagle. Just a quick jaunt to the scale and back, but me! Eagle! Ba-whuh! And he's got a grip on him. Even through two leather gloves, when he grips down you can feel it in your bones. So, that was pretty darn cool. Also, also, we ran through the script on-stage with mics, and I got a few laughs, which always makes my day. Being in front of a large crowd is such a thrill - you've got them in the palm of your hand and it's a constant game of trying to get that high when they react to a good line.

Moment of not-win: Still sick. Now with cramps on top of it. Cold+PMS+lack of quality sleep=moody, grumpy, surly Mem. I have not been pleasant the last few days. At least I finally went out and bought some Nyquil. Thank god for Nyquil.

Happy Mothers Day to all you moms out there!

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